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17 July 2013 @ 07:55 pm
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The older fics are being kept Unlocked, so you don't have to add me to view it.
Please don't add me if you are just looking for my fics since my fics are now in brown_cinnamon, but if you want to be friends with me then I would gladly to.. ♥
I love making friends, so don't hesitate to add me if you want to.
Leave a comment in this message, and maybe tell me how you know me or why you want to add me, but if you're sure that I know you (maybe from forums, or we've commented each other for some time), you don't really need to leave a comment, but it's appreciated if you leave one.. :)
You can know more about me in my profile page. I put my credits there too.

So well, hope we can get along well... ^^

-♥ dephi ♥-
25 December 2010 @ 08:12 pm
Finally, it's that time of the year and I'm really excited about this! 8D


I know, I haven't been around much because I've been really really busy but this condition will stay for only another month and I'll be free. So see you guys more around late January? ;)
Current Location: home
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: 林心如 - 雨蝶
14 December 2010 @ 06:43 pm
Idk, I've been really busy the past few days I barely have time to enjoy myself. Oh my, I was so exhausted, but there's just a lot to do I couldn't do anything else. I was supposed to work on wasurenaisa's tags ASAP but it seems like I have to delay my initial plan :(

In any case, If I'm not around for the next few days, you know the reason why :3

oh and stolen from stigma2008, I took this test

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

OMG, this actually fits me perfectly o.O
Current Location: home
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: Nishikido Ryo - Monologue
18 November 2010 @ 07:29 pm
OK so I was looking through the scp subbed list at je-index and somehow I realized that I hadn't watched Ryo's one. However, the only subbed version was by newshfan and somehow the journal was deleted. So I wonder if anyone has it and would love to err, maybe send it to me or something?
Current Location: home
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Nishikido Ryo - Monologue
15 November 2010 @ 07:31 pm
<lj-cut text="it's quite long actually> My birthday was quite memorable, I would say. At November 10, I was celebrating it with my family, the big family from my mother's side actually. Also for the first time we invited my cousin's soon to-be fiance (why to-be? As what I know from the tradition that Chinese Indonesian adapted, the proposal is done by the guy's family a.k.a his parents if possible, not the guy himself.). So anyhow, initially, she wasn't really the type of woman my uncle (and maybe my aunt) would love to have as a daughter-in-law, since well we're (I mean the parents, mine, my uncles, my aunts, etc) quite a conservative family and she's the fashionable type wearing some make ups and such and that's somehow is unacceptable. But I'm not going to talk about that, in short somehow eventually my uncle welcomes her. While my cousin is now working at Singapore, which means she didn't have anyone to accompany her and well since she's not my cousin's fiance yet, she's technically still not part of the family, but anyhow my mother thought that it would be decent to invite her. To be honest, I love how my mother's family members are actually so welcoming, my cousins as well. I think most of us are quite talkative and despite being the stranger there, I'd say that she's not really left alone because we tried to converse with her etc. Why I was thankful? Because I was the one who invited her and she was the quiet type, so yeah... At least knowing this I won't be that afraid to bring my future husband-to-be in the future, just in case. haha 8D Then my exam was resumed on thursday and actually the friday one was the hardest one. I remember when I studied last thursday, it's just too much I wanted to cry but I didn't because even crying was a waste of time and there wasn't enough time to study judging on the amount of material we had to memorize, not the mention its difficulty level. Meh, I definitely am not looking for great score for this one, I just need the passing grade, so hopefully *prays* So after the last exam, my friends and I decided that we needed refreshing. So we just hang out. I think I finished my exam at 9 a.m and I went back home around 10 p.m. We went around a lot, eating a lot actually (because apparently my friends and I love eating so much). I didn't even dare to count how much money we spent on that day. Then I watched Skyline which was quite disappointing, and at night we went to this place called the loop where many restaurants are located. So we went to this sushi place and placed our order. At that time, I didn't notice anything strange. there were 8 of us and suddenly one of my friend and her boyfriend announced that her bf wanted to go to the toilet and I was like 'What?' because just before we went to the sushi place we actually went to the toilet but I just thought okay whatever. Then 2 more left for idk, both of them are male and I think one of them said he wanted to buy a snack or something so they left. There were 4 of us left, 2 male and my girl friend and me. So somehow the remain 2 males decided to take something from the car and honestly I was like 'ok, whatever'. I didn't suspect anything. Then my girl friend and I were talking and talking and talking and once I said 'what took them so long or something' but she said 'I don't know' and well, she couldn't lie to save herself <s>or so I thought she used to</s> so I thought ok nothing strange or so but then, ta-da, suddenly the 6 people arrive, singing Happy birthday and one of them brought a cake and I was like 'OMG'. Nothing special maybe, but it's just so sweet I was really shocked. Hahaha.. That was really really memorable &hearts; I just had another exam a few other, something about extracting teeth and it went quite well actually. I got quite a high score despite not being able to perfectly answer this one question, but the rest I did well and I was good at demonstrating it so yeah, yay for good scores. Haha... So finally, my 8UPPERS finally arrived, yay! Idk, I think you might have realized it, but I've never been a huge fan of Ryo. I'm more the fan of Tacchon, Pi, Shige, Ueda but strangely, I think I mentioned it once, I always enjoyed Ryo's dramas and I don't even know why. Even more strange, I always like her solos songs so idk... >.> NEWS DVD is coming up and I'm just dying to buy it. Ach, Johnny, you're robbing me :(
Current Location: home
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Nishikido Ryo - Monologue
10 November 2010 @ 08:37 am
It's finally that time of the year!


and to my birthday twin


We're both 21 now? Legal? haha.. ♥


Current Location: home
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: Nishikido Ryo - Monologue
01 November 2010 @ 04:57 pm
First of all, my exam started today and I think it went quite well today. I don't know what'll happen tomorrow though.

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Tomorrow is going to be a long day. Wish me luck for tomorrow's test :)
Current Location: home
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: Justin Bieber - Love me
31 October 2010 @ 08:25 pm
My exam starts tomorrow and it'll be mouth surgery. Quite easy actually, but the day after it'll be a subject called periodontics and there are so many materials to memorize. I don't know how I'll deal with it... o.O

Anyway, here's a meme that I took from keeconk

YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
Current Location: home
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Nina Gordon - Tonight and the rest of my life
30 October 2010 @ 09:17 am
I was sitting one day, reading actually when my mother approached me and I was like 'hey I want to buy this novel that has just come out' and my mother sarcastically replied 'Great, when you're getting married I don't need to buy you things anymore, I'll just bring you all your novels and mangas and just everything you read'. And then I realized something.

What a fool I have been!

If some of you even remember when I initially took pharmacy at University and stayed for a year before I switched to dentistry. I'm on my 3rd year now and I am seriously considering career changing. Well, not exactly career, major changing.

All this time, I don't know, I don't dislike dentistry but I don't think I put my heart fully on it. I work really hard but that's because my pride can't accept failure. I'm just too proud to let myself fail. And yes, maybe I do enjoy it a bit but after that conversation I finally realized that I might not love the major at all. I just like it, but not loving it.

I just...I don't know, I realize that all this time it's already in there but I didn't realize it. I want to be a book editor. And ever since I realize that I can't stop thinking about it. I'm completely torn because I'm not getting any younger and It's such a shame (and stupid) if I have to throw my dentistry study and take literature instead but I don't know, I can't stop thinking about it. The best solution would be doing both a.k.a I'll continue with dentistry but I'll take literature as well but I don't know, the idea seems great but I don't want to take literature in my place because I don't think that it's really developing here in Indonesia so I would love to move somewhere else but what about my dentistry degree?

*sigh* I'm torn.

But first thing first, I'm actually doing these few editing (sort-of) job as a freelance and I haven't actually told my parents about that but anyway, I guess it might be a good start, right? I'll just see what I'll do later, I guess :)
Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Aly&Aj - Potential Breakup song
12 May 2009 @ 02:48 pm
Because the lists are getting longer, I put it here..^^
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Current Location: home
Current Mood: bouncybouncy